Day 2 of CNY,
Wat a day to spend alone for the CNY, suppose to go down to Malacca with Joshua and Stella but in the end putting their airplane….
In the morning my stomach wasn’t feeling really well but mainly I was really emo, still can’t find the strength to smile at people when my heart is still bleeding.
But being alone the whole day made me realise how lonely my dad was after my mum, sis and bro is in Australia. shopping, eating, watching tv alone makes you feel like you doesn’t want to live anymore. There is this feeling that there is no reason to live anymore…
Seriously got to think on how I’m going to plan my dinner time with my dad. Will have to find more time to accompany him..
Been 3 days straight didn’t contact ‘her’ already.. Wondering how is her trip to Thailand…
